Work From Home

Well in my family there has been various problems. For example sometimes we are cool like we get along. When I mean by family is that its just my mom, dad, sister, and me. All my life I have spent it in my house and I do nto go out leterally go out. All my winter break I spent it in my house the only times I went out was because we had a reunion at my aunts on Christmas and New Years Eve. I do not even go to my backyard because there is nothing to do. So I get deppresed, every night when I went to bed I was happy, but to think that this is it tommorrow the same routine. With my family problems is even worse. My mom has a relative who has a kid, but does not live with the mom, but he sends money to her children, well the children that are not his. They only have one in commomn. Though my mom tells him not to do that because the other children are not his responsibility. To earn some money for hmself. When my dad gave his opinion about how my mom should live him alone and not tell the same thing every time because he wont call again. Because instead of getting suport from my mother, he gets a whole speech. So my dad told my mom how she should not say those things again she got mad. My sister took my mom’s side and I took y dad’s side. I know that if you love one you tell them what is best for them, but this has being going on for years. So obviously he is not going to change. So I prefer he calls us to say hi instead if not calling because of my mom’s speech.Another problem is that every time a conversation comes up about money she says that its better not to have money because anyone who owns money just becomes stucke up. And I feel tha every time she hears about some one who has money she qualifies them as all the same. And well she comes up from a humble family, but does not mean everyone is the same. When I see myself in the future. I do not see myself living in my house because all the problems I had there every vacation stuck in there too. During the holidays I just see my self visiting there that is it. I jsut feel that I need to get myself out of here or I am going to go crazy. Though I feel selfish when I think of not coming home very often because I do put myself in the position that if I were to be a mother I would miss them, but I would at least have more communication. I never had a lot of communication with my parents besisde hi and some things that happen in school. Everything I know about sex, life is by friends and school so I feel lonely. I just want to know that if it is really bad just to have some time for myself come once in a while home to visit them. THOUGH SOME TIMES I JUST NEED TO GET OUT. THAK YOU!

You are assuming to much. Let the grown ups handle their affairs. be vocal about your wishes but try not to pick sides and such it only causes division. I would also say that you need to go out more. It is healthy to be social. I would advose you to talk to someone about all your issues. They seem to weigh heavily on you and I feel you are too young.